Hi Frank,
No need to feel sad. I guess we all experience different aspects of life while here. I do miss family gatherings which I never had. Those I had were on TV or of friends. Both my parents were refugees and maybe never addressed their pains As family, we were useless and still are in a way. No bad feelings between us, just no togetherness.
Yes, I am still in New Zealand. But traveliing to Germany end next week. And on to Nepal for a few months. Traveling is what nourishes me the most and that’s what I am going to do.
I’ve also been quite on Medium. Sometimes, I just don’t have the drive to write. While on other sometimes it just pours out.
All the best back to you, Frank!