Thank you for sharing your story with us. Incredibly hard. Your son's struggle is enormous, and so is yours. Addictions are probably our worst enemies. I have alcoholism run in my family. It's a constant worry. Because my bro's fears of not living life the way he wants, keep calling him back.
Fingers crossed your son will step out and into his light so that that he can be a mentor for others needing souls. We need those who have been there and done that.
Sending much love and light to you and your family!
Much love from Nepal.
Kerstin